Letting Go

There is no greater agony than being unable to escape something you so desperately want to separate yourself from. Perhaps there is, I know there is, but the feeling washing me over me refuses to acknowledge anything else. I want to leave, but you won't let me out of your sight. At each and every … Continue reading Letting Go


Red Moon

I often wonder if our desires are foolish. This game we continue to play of Running back and forth between Our hearts and the inevitable truth Makes it almost unbearable to exist. While I'm eager to quit And resume the life I lived before you.. A brush against your lips Makes it easy to persist … Continue reading Red Moon

Gasping For Air

I still search for you in the darkness, Only to realize that you’re no longer there. I still hope that you’re within my reach, But it’s quite apparent that you no longer care. We’ve been nothing short of tumultuous, Leaving behind a trail of slicing words, bruised emotions, &irreparable damage. Yet, I still search for … Continue reading Gasping For Air


"You're draining me, Jack. I know you mean well, but you're just..draining the hell out of me. It kills me to deal with your pressure, you know? I have to do things you want me to do, act the way you want me to act, say the things you want me to say. I stopped … Continue reading Black&White

Words In the Dark

9:27: DrFeelGud: Somethin tells me ur really sexy 9:31: DrFeelGud: U there? I dont bite 9:31: SunflwrSeed86: I won't carry on a conversation with you unless you write like an adult. 9:32: DrFeelGud: lol u gonna spank me if I dont baby? Wut r u wearing 9:33: SunflwrSeed86: Wow. Okay. This was a bad idea. … Continue reading Words In the Dark

Frightened Liar

I almost apologized to you today. I was giving advice to a friend, and as the words were leaving my mouth, I began to understand just how I hurt you. After all these years, it finally made sense. I’ve apologized to you endlessly, but I never fully comprehended what I did to you. How the … Continue reading Frightened Liar


Since I've been away, There seems to be a problem with Communication..&I can no longer read you. I can no longer hear you.. Just your silent breath On the other end of a phone That is slowly sucking The life out of us. We don't connect as we once did, No more late night laughs.. … Continue reading Horizons