Numb.

A box filled with anguish landed in my palms today. Suppressed feelings of dreariness emerged and down the black hole I went, Spiraling down into obscurity. This cocoon of gloom never strays because it knows I never will. I may flirt with tranquility, fluttering my wings into communities of others who don’t feel like me, … Continue reading Numb.

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You.

I lie next to you, watching your chest rise and fall with every shallow breath you take. You sleep soundly and peacefully, but I am paralyzed. My courage is rendered useless against my aching heart, beating only for you. I want the courage to walk, to run, to flee into the wind and taste the … Continue reading You.

Words

Sometimes I feel like no one can ever truly love me. So when someone finally does, it’s like… Really? Well then, you must be the only one And I must latch on to you before you realize that the sun has gone. And as if the shades have been drawn, Darkness has overcome, and that’s … Continue reading Words

Echo

Your voice echoes in my dreams. The sound of your laughter haunts me And finds me in each dream sequence Making sure to remind me that’s the only place It’ll ever frequent. The sight of you is now fuzzy and gray. It has disappeared in the restless fray, Beside you and my heart… Which are … Continue reading Echo

8:36

There was once a time in my life When I thought you were the one. But I slowly began to realize That I was coming undone. Crumbling bit by narrowing bit.. Tumbling down your rabbit hole. You made me weak. You offered me a reality so shiny That in turn became bleak.. So bleak, it … Continue reading 8:36

7:08

I kind of hope you disappoint me. A part of me awaits the moment You fall through, Show your real face &blow away with fall leaves As I'm left to reassess what This all means. I believed in the possibility Of my expectations.. All my pretty, glittered dreams. But as time goes along, There seems … Continue reading 7:08

Stagnancy

I haven't moved a muscle since Last fall. Leaves on trees have Grown&browned, They've fallen&produced New lives, new chances.. They have introduced a new day. The wind blows wistfully, Moving along in it's passage.. Dancing to the rhythm of time.. Yet, I.. Remain stagnant. I can't find the courage to Resist the comfortability in Standing … Continue reading Stagnancy

11:20

The emptiness is screaming. It was once a shy whisper That evolved to a dull sound.. Penetrating my mind Every waking second. It fears my naïveté is overtaking My control.. But did I have any to begin with? I ached to feel something. I yearned for the evolution of my Expectations.. To be taken from … Continue reading 11:20