My Heart

Our song came on this morning as I was getting dressed and it took me back. I relished the moment for a few seconds, but I decided not to give you the satisfaction. I don't want to go back. I don't want to feel nostalgic or feel remorse because truthfully, I'm perfectly happy where I … Continue reading My Heart



I haven't moved a muscle since Last fall. Leaves on trees have Grown&browned, They've fallen&produced New lives, new chances.. They have introduced a new day. The wind blows wistfully, Moving along in it's passage.. Dancing to the rhythm of time.. Yet, I.. Remain stagnant. I can't find the courage to Resist the comfortability in Standing … Continue reading Stagnancy


Do you know what your own voice sounds like? It dawned on me today that I haven't heard my own voice in a very long time. Maybe I've never heard it at all. If I did, did I recognize it? The only time the world makes sense to me is when I'm listening to music. … Continue reading Noise

Clocked Out

My biggest fear has come true. Well, one of them. I've allowed my mediocre ass job to take over my creative freedom. When I'm not working, I'm tired. When I'm not tired, I'm working. I spend most of my down time on Netflix or working out, and that leaves no time for my writing. It's … Continue reading Clocked Out


“I've never been so deep inside a shadow,”I think I’m keeping myself from my own light..Shielding myself from what’s bright&it’s not intentional, I don’t think.Maybe it is and each time I blinkI close my eyes on the world,Close my eyes on possible potential…&I lose out on everything.I’m having a hard time accepting myselfBecause I’d like … Continue reading Seasons