A box filled with anguish landed in my palms today. Suppressed feelings of dreariness emerged and down the black hole I went, Spiraling down into obscurity. This cocoon of gloom never strays because it knows I never will. I may flirt with tranquility, fluttering my wings into communities of others who don’t feel like me, … Continue reading Numb.
I lie at your feet like a begging child. Hoping and praying that you’ll love me back. I scratch at your back door like a stray cat, Waiting for a morsel of affection. I unapologetically give my all… Imprudent and weak, Feeble like a branch And continuously in amazement of What you have the power … Continue reading Unapologetic
I lie next to you, watching your chest rise and fall with every shallow breath you take. You sleep soundly and peacefully, but I am paralyzed. My courage is rendered useless against my aching heart, beating only for you. I want the courage to walk, to run, to flee into the wind and taste the … Continue reading You.
Sometimes I feel like no one can ever truly love me. So when someone finally does, it’s like… Really? Well then, you must be the only one And I must latch on to you before you realize that the sun has gone. And as if the shades have been drawn, Darkness has overcome, and that’s … Continue reading Words
When does the void go away? When does the emptiness stop catching up to you, preventing you from finding what you’re looking for? And speaking of, what exactly are you looking for? I’m tired of these questions, I’m tired of the lack of answers, and I’m tired of the uncertainty. I feel like I’m surrounded … Continue reading 11.5.2015
I feel like I’m losing everything. I think despite everything that has happened within the last year or so, I’ve done pretty well with containing my emotions and not allowing it to stop my progress. Though, there are nights like tonight when it really just seems like everything has crashed and burned. On February 11th, … Continue reading Loss.
They sat on her front steps consumed by a loud quieting of emotions as the streets that lied before and beyond buzzed and roared with an excitement that escaped them. Neither of them had uttered a word since leaving the restaurant, but their silence spoke the truth they’d long been afraid to face. Lina always … Continue reading Evanescence
Your voice echoes in my dreams. The sound of your laughter haunts me And finds me in each dream sequence Making sure to remind me that’s the only place It’ll ever frequent. The sight of you is now fuzzy and gray. It has disappeared in the restless fray, Beside you and my heart… Which are … Continue reading Echo
I’m in pretty deep and I want you in deeper. I want you so close that you feel what I feel when you’re near That you can taste your own essence on my lips. Can we move together? Can we breathe shallowly in unison as you look into my eyes while I take you in? … Continue reading Electricity
Our song came on this morning as I was getting dressed and it took me back. I relished the moment for a few seconds, but I decided not to give you the satisfaction. I don't want to go back. I don't want to feel nostalgic or feel remorse because truthfully, I'm perfectly happy where I … Continue reading My Heart