Loss.

I feel like I’m losing everything. I think despite everything that has happened within the last year or so, I’ve done pretty well with containing my emotions and not allowing it to stop my progress. Though, there are nights like tonight when it really just seems like everything has crashed and burned. On February 11th, … Continue reading Loss.

Evanescence

They sat on her front steps consumed by a loud quieting of emotions as the streets that lied before and beyond buzzed and roared with an excitement that escaped them. Neither of them had uttered a word since leaving the restaurant, but their silence spoke the truth they’d long been afraid to face. Lina always … Continue reading Evanescence

Journal

Whenever I love something or someone too much, I always fear that it’ll get taken away from me. Just now, I was looking at pictures of my cat and naturally, being the creep that I am, I started thinking of what my life would be like without her. I know that at some point, we … Continue reading Journal

Stagnancy

I haven’t moved a muscle since Last fall. Leaves on trees have Grown&browned, They’ve fallen&produced New lives, new chances.. They have introduced a new day. The wind blows wistfully, Moving along in it’s passage.. Dancing to the rhythm of time.. Yet, I.. Remain stagnant. I can’t find the courage to Resist the comfortability in Standing … Continue reading Stagnancy

Noise

Do you know what your own voice sounds like? It dawned on me today that I haven’t heard my own voice in a very long time. Maybe I’ve never heard it at all. If I did, did I recognize it? The only time the world makes sense to me is when I’m listening to music. … Continue reading Noise

Sundays

I miss the days when I was brave. The days when impulse and random occurrences ruled my life. Adrenaline raced through my veins, and let me just say, I was having a blast. During a conversation with a friend today, she shared that she wished it was the 70’s so she could really enjoy her … Continue reading Sundays

Blossoms

Well hello 🙂 Today has been amazing. I’m the world’s biggest procrastinator and have been putting off my fall schedule/financial aid for the longest, but I finally got it done today. I don’t know why I put things off, it feels good doing things and getting shit done. Aside from that, I helped my sister … Continue reading Blossoms