Numb.

A box filled with anguish landed in my palms today. Suppressed feelings of dreariness emerged and down the black hole I went, Spiraling down into obscurity. This cocoon of gloom never strays because it knows I never will. I may flirt with tranquility, fluttering my wings into communities of others who don’t feel like me, … Continue reading Numb.

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Words

Sometimes I feel like no one can ever truly love me. So when someone finally does, it’s like… Really? Well then, you must be the only one And I must latch on to you before you realize that the sun has gone. And as if the shades have been drawn, Darkness has overcome, and that’s … Continue reading Words

Loss.

I feel like I’m losing everything. I think despite everything that has happened within the last year or so, I’ve done pretty well with containing my emotions and not allowing it to stop my progress. Though, there are nights like tonight when it really just seems like everything has crashed and burned. On February 11th, … Continue reading Loss.

Echo

Your voice echoes in my dreams. The sound of your laughter haunts me And finds me in each dream sequence Making sure to remind me that’s the only place It’ll ever frequent. The sight of you is now fuzzy and gray. It has disappeared in the restless fray, Beside you and my heart… Which are … Continue reading Echo

7:55

On the outside, I’m functioning. I walk, talk, breathe and speak like the rest of the people in this world, but on the inside, I’m curled up in a dark corner. I haven’t moved an inch from my rusting, dingy post since last fall, and every time I think I might’ve slayed the dragon within, … Continue reading 7:55

Hmm…

How do you all feel about church? Do you attend weekly, monthly, annually, or only on special holidays? Does going to church make you feel closer to God? Do you feel absolved of your sins when you go to church? I’m Seventh-Day Adventist and on Saturdays, we celebrate (?), maybe partake (I’ve never quite known … Continue reading Hmm…

8:36

There was once a time in my life When I thought you were the one. But I slowly began to realize That I was coming undone. Crumbling bit by narrowing bit.. Tumbling down your rabbit hole. You made me weak. You offered me a reality so shiny That in turn became bleak.. So bleak, it … Continue reading 8:36