A box filled with anguish landed in my palms today. Suppressed feelings of dreariness emerged and down the black hole I went, Spiraling down into obscurity. This cocoon of gloom never strays because it knows I never will. I may flirt with tranquility, fluttering my wings into communities of others who don’t feel like me, … Continue reading Numb.
Sometimes I feel like no one can ever truly love me. So when someone finally does, it’s like… Really? Well then, you must be the only one And I must latch on to you before you realize that the sun has gone. And as if the shades have been drawn, Darkness has overcome, and that’s … Continue reading Words
I feel like I’m losing everything. I think despite everything that has happened within the last year or so, I’ve done pretty well with containing my emotions and not allowing it to stop my progress. Though, there are nights like tonight when it really just seems like everything has crashed and burned. On February 11th, … Continue reading Loss.
Your voice echoes in my dreams. The sound of your laughter haunts me And finds me in each dream sequence Making sure to remind me that’s the only place It’ll ever frequent. The sight of you is now fuzzy and gray. It has disappeared in the restless fray, Beside you and my heart… Which are … Continue reading Echo
I’m in pretty deep and I want you in deeper. I want you so close that you feel what I feel when you’re near That you can taste your own essence on my lips. Can we move together? Can we breathe shallowly in unison as you look into my eyes while I take you in? … Continue reading Electricity
Our song came on this morning as I was getting dressed and it took me back. I relished the moment for a few seconds, but I decided not to give you the satisfaction. I don’t want to go back. I don’t want to feel nostalgic or feel remorse because truthfully, I’m perfectly happy where I … Continue reading My Heart
On the outside, I’m functioning. I walk, talk, breathe and speak like the rest of the people in this world, but on the inside, I’m curled up in a dark corner. I haven’t moved an inch from my rusting, dingy post since last fall, and every time I think I might’ve slayed the dragon within, … Continue reading 7:55