Clocked Out

9 thoughts on “Clocked Out”

  1. Whenever bad things start happening around me, I start looking at my life. when obstacles crop up, or bombs start going off in my life, I look at what direction I’m headed. Generally those things are signs. Signs that we are either not doing what we need to in our lives, or we are headed down the wrong path. They are like roadsigns trying to tell us which direction we should be going. Then too when I start doing things I generally wouldn’t do (like the last couple days of my life recently) it is because I am running away from something, either something I am afraid of or because I have turned away from who I really am. When I become afraid, then i become destructive. I try to sabotage everything that is good in my life. I have to find out what I am afraid of so I will stop the destructive behaviour, so I can see what is so god awful and whether it really is worth destroying my life over it. Generally it isn’t. Generally if I discover the reason for my fear it then disappears in a blink of the eye and my destructive behaviour disappears with it. The hardest thing is looking at it and letting yourself see the truth. Writing helps if you are honest with yourself, so I do encourage you to keep on writing and do it whenever you can. I have learned there are always other options, always other paths to take, we just have to choose wisely. Take care Farrah, and be good to yourself. You deserve it.

    1. I can’t say that I disagree with you. I think I’m in too much of a sensitive place to decide whether the path I’m on is wrong or destructive, but I do know that I need to make some changes. I’m ready for my life to take off, but it isn’t happening as quickly as I’d like. I’m trying to be patient. And yes, I do need to take care of myself. Take some time to be selfish to my own needs instead of putting others before myself. I truly believe that is one reason why I am where I am. But we all go through things so that in the end, we can become who we’re destined to be. I don’t plan on giving up anytime soon. Thank you, Kate 🙂 You be good to yourself too.

  2. I know the feeling as things in your life can suck the will to write…damn you job…got to go off to buy powerball tickets

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